.Liz Lawless.

Monday, September 27, 2004

have you ever felt that life is so bloody over-rated......
i mean, just sit there wasting our lives away,
waiting for another round of tests to study for.
while,
watching mankind destroy the earth...
burn a hole in the ozone layer,
and try to bomb each other to death...
i mean, we humans are really lame.
not only do we want to kill animals,
we want to destroy each other too.
and here i was thinking, that no man was an island.

when the last fish has been caught,
the last tree choppd down,
then you will know that you cannot eat money
-old indian saying-

3:31 AM
torned apart

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

jason: really sorie... didn't know you felt so strongly about 'that' issue...

jason is mad at me...
arghz...
not in a depressed mood anymore...
in fact i'm quite happy now...
yepz...
played a gig last night...
money money money....
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
okayzes....
dun be crazy anymore...
yeses.....
went to work yesterdae...
boss was mad....
cuz i din come in the dae b4...
seem to be making everyone mad these dayz....
feel a little weird and tired....
yesterdae after gig,
i realized i lost my wallet...
therefore, keyless....
had to stay at ash's for the nite...
damn...
slept on sofa,
now aching all over....
at least better than joesph...
he slept on floor...
in sleeping bag...
i stole the sofa...
muahahahaaha(evil laughter)...
yepz....
gtg... bb...

5:25 AM
torned apart

Monday, August 16, 2004

the other day a friend of kira's contacted me...
the feeling is like the opening of an old wound...
like someone tore the scab off a healing wound...
the time after her death was one of the hardest times ever...
i was just so sad...
like... it was terrible man...
the pain was just like beyond words...
i was like reproaching myself...
like was it something i did or said...
after reading her letter,
i guess it was better...
but it still hurt...

i was actually getting over it...
closing that chapter of my life
that included kira, ice...
those girls with problems so big...
even i couldn't help that much...
i was putting it all behind me....

i guess i will never really get over it
until i face it...

i don't really know...

my life was getting untangled...
but its getting tangled up all over again...

just that sms alone brought back all those memories...

5:30 AM
torned apart

Thursday, August 12, 2004

heyz ppl....
finally posting again... after such a long time...
yepz...
extremely bored now,
trying to complete my english homework...
yepzz...
the other day,
went out wif ash, jason, the rest of the guys...
can't stand them....
so irritating can...
but, they'r me frenz...
so, must "ren" them...
nah...
actually they're like brudders to me...
yeah...
about her...
really miss her,
but might be getting over her soon....
haiz...
well, thats all folks...

post more nxt time!

4:41 AM
torned apart

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

haiz...
i miss her...
really....
she's so chio, long hair,
nice, funny....
how can anone dislike her????
haiz...
_______________________
_________________________
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

For so many nights now
i find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now.
yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheating
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she can't find me. yeah.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time'
Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her...

[McFly, obviously]
_________________________
__________________________

haiz...
she dun noe that i like her...
she'll prob never noe...
haiz...
really like her,
liked her since i saw her...

yepz... g2g...
post somemore another dae...
byez

6:00 AM
torned apart

Monday, July 12, 2004

yepz...
finally posting again...
yepz...
2dae got np...
quite tired now...
haiz...
this whole week got np,
no time to go out...
yepz...
2dae is cat's bdae...
got her a cake and a pencil box...
then that dae rit,
was jerusha's bdae,
got her a necklace from dis shop...
quite nice lah the necklace...
at least i tink so...
yeah...

_________________________
_________________________

it's just another day
of our ordinary lives.
nothing feels so wrong,
but nothing ever feels right.
what is this occasion for?
and why do i feel so bored?
i wanna spend this day alone,
along and nothing more.

its another holiday,
trying to figure out a way
how to spend this boring boxing day.
parties late at night,
and everyones gettin' drunk
i wish that i was homeo my
punk rawk on the stereo.
but instead i'm here
sitting all alone,
sipping on a beer.

_____________________
______________________

yeah peeps... g2g now... cya...

out>>>>

6:14 AM
torned apart

Monday, June 28, 2004

Yawn.....
so damn tired...
been staying up late to watch the euro '04 mathes...
sooo tired...
can't believe it...
only one of my fav. teams are in the semis...
*crying*
how can this happen...
oh manz...
yepz...
i think czech rep. might juz win the euro...

yepz...
dun wanna talk about euro no more...
gets me in a bad mood...

yepz...
missing daryl and hy...
joshua's missing then u too...
haha...

my b'day in one week plus...
*hint hint*

later ppl...

4:43 AM
torned apart